Angelica Baburova, Pd 5, 9/22/2020, Day B

Angelica Baburova

Modern Mythology

Ms. Fusaro

9/22/2020

        At this current point in time, what specific goal(s) do you have for yourself? Why

Many seniors in 2020, I  am facing college applications. Hundreds of thousands of students are applying without standardized test scores, or without ones that truly reflect their strengths, In addition, most of us haven't been able to effectively use our time starting in March as many things were shut down for public health reasons. In addition to this race to finish a holistic application in time, especially without key elements in our applications, I am no longer sure how I should approach higher education as a whole. Currently, my goals are revolving around making decisions regarding my future, from deciding whether or not to submit test scores to what I should even apply as. I want to be able to determine what I want to study and invest my time in. Recently, with my being at home significantly more than before, as well as the amount of internship/work/volunteer opportunities in decline, I have been able to really analyze my thoughts and think about -- what are my goals in life? 

Not only am I currently focusing on strengthing my application as quickly as possible as there is only a month left to do so, but I am also making sure that I am applying to something I have a chance to be successful in and enjoy. My eyes have been set on engineering, which means that no matter which specialty within it I would have had the opportunity to switch majors within it at my leisure fo the first two years. Now though, I have realized I have no exposure in anything else-- will I truly enjoy this specialty?

        How do you demonstrate resilience towards achieving this goal? (or these goals?)

    To tackle these goals I remind myself that decisions made today are not the end all be all.  In addition, I know that I have to just focus on strengthening my applications as much as possible right now and to put all of my hindrances behind me. I know that people grow and change throughout their lives, and what I need to focus on at the moment is just starting myself on the path towards a successful and fulfilling career. Instead of worrying about my transcript, or my test scores, or specifically, which major I want to choose, I need to work to secure acceptances by focusing on my essays. Taking things one step at a time, rather than trying to solve every problem at once, is not only the most reasonable plan but the one that will keep me grounded in my work. 

        How does the world around you affect your perception of this goal? (or these goals?)

    The world has two different sides to how it leads its newest generation into the workforce. While telling students to apply to schools with a specialty, major, goals in mind... it also tells us that we are free to change our minds whenever necessary. Isn't that what the American dream is? Everyone is free to work towards any job, degree, diploma-- no matter their age. Still, the pressure is put on us to success buy those surrounding us. The meaning of success varies from person to person-- but the central idea of obtaining a higher education and being at the top of your field remains constant. Even in the current uncertain circumstances, everyone is excepted to make do... I am just interested in seeing how this years acceptances works out in the end.